it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Owner… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered treatment I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Owner
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hey remember that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to correct the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise began having not severe but I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the second grade and the whole night fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I woke up and I ran to my mama’s room