it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Outside Us… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever actually wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I entered therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Outside Us
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise began having not serious but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a field trip I remained in the second grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s room