it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Ocd… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I started going to therapy let me support during my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I got into treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Ocd
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hey remember that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to correct the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also began having not severe but I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the entire night and the second grade terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mommy’s space