it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling No Background… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I got into therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling No Background
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hey bear in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not severe however I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a field trip I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s space