it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Nightmares… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable youth but there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I got into treatment I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Nightmares
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hey bear in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to remedy the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also started having not serious however I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the 2nd grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I went to my mama’s room