it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling New York Times… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never ever actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I entered into therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling New York Times
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hey bear in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not extreme but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a school outing I remained in the entire night and the second grade fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room