it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling/Morbid… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling/Morbid
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I likewise began having not extreme however I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before an excursion I remained in the 2nd grade and the whole night fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I went to my mother’s space