it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Meme… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I got into treatment I discovered that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Meme
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also began having not extreme but I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school outing I was in the second grade and the whole night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I woke up and I ran to my mom’s room