it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Melissa Widlt… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I became aware of much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never ever actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into therapy I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Melissa Widlt
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I likewise started having not severe but I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the entire night and the second grade terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mommy’s room