it or anything but I just kept hearing about…\\\”Faithful Counseling\\\” \\\”Los Angeles\\\” Sara… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered therapy I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your \\\”Faithful Counseling\\\” \\\”Los Angeles\\\” Sara
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to correct the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not serious however I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school outing I was in the whole night and the second grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I awakened so I woke up and I went to my mama’s room