it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Logo Chatzy Logo… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me support during my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never actually wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered treatment I found out that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Logo Chatzy Logo
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hi remember that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also began having not extreme but I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to an expedition I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s room