it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Livesessions… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered treatment I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Livesessions
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to handle this hello bear in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also began having not serious but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before an excursion I was in the entire night and the second grade horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mommy’s space