it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Lawson, De… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I heard about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered into treatment I found out that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Lawson, De
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hey keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not severe but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school outing I remained in the entire night and the second grade terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I awakened and I ran to my mommy’s space