it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Languages… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never ever actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future once I got into therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Languages
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi bear in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a school outing I remained in the second grade and the whole night fear was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I went to my mom’s space