it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Kiwifarms… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Kiwifarms
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hi bear in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to fix the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not severe but I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the 2nd grade and the whole night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s space