it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling/Kidd… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I started going to therapy let me support throughout my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I entered treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling/Kidd
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hello bear in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to correct the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise began having not serious but I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a field trip I was in the whole night and the 2nd grade fear was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mother’s space