it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Kay Grossman… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never actually wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I entered therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Kay Grossman
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to handle this hello bear in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that often you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to fix the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not serious but I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a school outing I was in the second grade and the entire night fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mother’s space