it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling/Kassandra… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me support throughout my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I entered therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling/Kassandra
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to fix the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not serious however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I was in the second grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s space