it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Kandyce Garth… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never ever in fact wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate just about everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I got into treatment I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Kandyce Garth
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to treat the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also started having not severe but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I remained in the 2nd grade and the whole night horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I went to my mother’s room