it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Jungian… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never actually wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I got into treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Jungian
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hey bear in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mama’s room