it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Job… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable youth but there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never really wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future once I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s only so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Job
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hi remember that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to treat the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not extreme but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the second grade and the whole night fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s space