it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Issue… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never actually wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered into treatment I learned that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Issue
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to handle this hey keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to correct the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I likewise started having not extreme but I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the second grade and the entire night terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mom’s space