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mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hey remember that stuff we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise began having not severe but I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a field trip I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mother’s room