it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Investigation… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate just about everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I got into treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Investigation
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hello remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to fix the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not severe but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the second grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s room