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mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hi remember that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to fix the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not severe but I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mommy’s room