it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Incorporated… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Incorporated
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to fix the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise started having not serious but I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the whole night and the second grade terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mama’s room