it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Hiring… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered treatment I discovered that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Hiring
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to handle this hey keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also started having not severe however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an expedition I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mother’s room