it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Hippa… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I began going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a respectable youth but there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered therapy I found out that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Hippa
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hi keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to remedy the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I awakened and I ran to my mother’s space