it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Headquarters… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I started going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never ever actually wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on when I entered therapy I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Headquarters
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hi keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to correct the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise began having not severe however I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a school outing I remained in the whole night and the second grade terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mom’s space