it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Godsend… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never in fact wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later once I entered treatment I found out that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Godsend
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hey bear in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to remedy the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also began having not extreme however I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mother’s space