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mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hey bear in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I likewise began having not severe but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the entire night and the second grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mommy’s space