it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Founder… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never in fact wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize just about everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into therapy I learned that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Founder
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hi remember that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to remedy the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I likewise started having not extreme however I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a school outing I remained in the second grade and the whole night fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mom’s room