it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Fa… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never actually wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future once I got into therapy I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Fa
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hello remember that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to fix the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not extreme however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a school trip I remained in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s room