it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Everly Vanover… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I got into treatment I learned that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Everly Vanover
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hey bear in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to treat the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the entire night and the second grade fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mom’s space