it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Engineering… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I started going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never actually wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Engineering
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hi bear in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to treat the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not serious but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before an excursion I was in the whole night and the 2nd grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I awakened so I woke up and I ran to my mama’s space