it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Eating Disorders… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered into therapy I found out that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Eating Disorders
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to remedy the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I likewise started having not serious however I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the entire night and the second grade horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I went to my mommy’s room