it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Dr. Al Dirschberger… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I became aware of much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never in fact wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Dr. Al Dirschberger
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hi bear in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to fix the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also began having not serious but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a field trip I remained in the entire night and the second grade fear was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mom’s space