it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Don\\\’t Know Who I Am… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me support during my childhood I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never ever actually wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered into therapy I found out that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Don\\\’t Know Who I Am
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to correct the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not serious but I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mom’s room