it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Doming… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I became aware of better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever really wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered therapy I discovered that there’s just so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Doming
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hello bear in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to correct the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also started having not severe however I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mother’s room