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mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to remedy the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not extreme however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a school outing I was in the whole night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I awakened and I ran to my mom’s space