it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Debacle… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I became aware of better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never ever actually wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered into treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Debacle
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hello bear in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that often you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to correct the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not severe however I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an expedition I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I awakened and I went to my mama’s space