it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling/Crimejunkie… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I began going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever in fact wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s just so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling/Crimejunkie
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not extreme however I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the second grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I awakened so I got up and I ran to my mother’s room