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mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to fix the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise started having not serious but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a field trip I was in the entire night and the second grade fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I woke up and I went to my mom’s space