it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Counselr See My Profile Picture… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I truly never really wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered treatment I learned that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Counselr See My Profile Picture
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hi keep in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also started having not severe but I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mama’s space