it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Counselor Doesn\\\’t Use Punctuation… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I became aware of much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I started going to therapy let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never really wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I got into therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Counselor Doesn\\\’t Use Punctuation
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVHvjf0IOVQ
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hey bear in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to correct the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I ran to my mom’s room
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s9Yfuv2YPk