it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Counselling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I truly never actually wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into treatment I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Counselling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hi bear in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to treat the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also started having not serious however I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an expedition I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s room