it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Counseling Not Credited… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me support during my youth I had a respectable youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never really wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered therapy I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Faithful Counseling Counseling Not Credited
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hello bear in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to fix the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also began having not serious but I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the second grade and the whole night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I went to my mother’s room