it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Contraversy… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I truly never really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered therapy I found out that there’s only a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Contraversy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVHvjf0IOVQ
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to fix the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also started having not serious however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school trip I remained in the 2nd grade and the whole night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mom’s room
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s9Yfuv2YPk