it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Commitment… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I started going to therapy let me support during my youth I had a respectable youth however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never ever really wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered therapy I discovered that there’s only so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Commitment
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mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to correct the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise started having not serious however I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mom’s room
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