it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Faithful Counseling Commitment Phobia… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I started going to therapy let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never ever in fact wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered therapy I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Faithful Counseling Commitment Phobia
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVHvjf0IOVQ
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hi remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not severe but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night fear was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mom’s room
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s9Yfuv2YPk